i've got something to tell you...this is my confession.
71 ✮ just my luck
october 2025
not too supersticious or anything, but i do respect the force of nature! it's my fortune, my luck, and although i cannot control it, i respect the wishes of the divine. most recently my fortune read the same number 71, in two separate occasions i drew this same number. 71! quite impressive to get the same fortune twice. it seems i'm encouraged to persist in face of challenge and rivalry, and if so i will get my wishes granted. i confess i have not been the bravest in the past year. this was the year of giving things up and letting it all be what it is but maybe i have more control in the outcome of things than i believe i do. am i giving up too easy? or maybe not fighting hard enough? for all i want? i worry my wishes are too vain to be responded to. this fortune made me think about nine worms three corpses